Wednesday, July 10, 2002

I don’t know how much longer I can take working here.
Im growing to hate it.
Its just not something that I wanna do anymore. Unfortunately I have to keep it since I don’t get enough hours at the hotel. I like working there*, I just wish they would give me more hours. I need it and Ive spoke to them about it, but my manager is leaving** so I don’t know how the “new guy” will handle it.
I know I should find a better job, one that can pay the bills, buts its not as easy as that. Everyone is looking and no one can find one.
I feel so bad for Amanda, she couldn’t find one~not one! That’s got to be tuff. Res life sucks you in and wont let you go. I think they put this magical spell over you, an invisible shield that only future employees see and they are repelled against.
Its sucks!!!

*so far (knock on wood)
**tomorrow is his last day
Don’t know really, things just seem a lil odd. I was creeped out by the yellow haze that was lingering over the world a few days ago, then I found out it wasn’t something so eerie. Just large fires in Canada
~you know, no big deal.
What else…..