Wednesday, February 06, 2002

So this is the first time that im writing in this blog that I had to set up for this project that ive agreed to be apart of and im not sure what I really got my self into. I mean this is like nothing that ive done before, I don’t think any of us have done something like this?! …forgive me for the mere fact that I love to ramble and have a poor sense of spelling and grammer. I look at it this way, this is how I think. In my head everything is just jumping around and going crazy…maybe it has something to do with the massive amount of chemicals that are floating around in my head. ….NO! not drugs but art chemicals, (terpinoid, oil paints, photo developer, rubber cement, etc. ) all day that is what I smell and it drives me crazy, you thihnk that i would be used to it, but no!

So ive yet to chat with anyone that is apart of this “thing” that we all agreed to do, why did you all say “yes” to this person we don’t know, a person that could be jotting all this down to try and track us and kill us, maybe it’s a study at an ivy league school and there looking at the facts of this technology that we as living breathing humans are consumed with on a daily basis. Are we the typical cyber peeps that surf all day long. …god, I hope not, that would be humiliating. I don’t think of myself that way. I don’t even own a computer, my skills at one are limited to basic things. I use it at work…all of my jobs (2) and my family and friends have them, but to say that I engulf myself in the web is an insult to me. I would like to think that my life is more then sitting in front of a machine. …instead I fill my life with my art. Is this anybetter then someone who sits at a computer…? I guess not if they are doing something that they love.

(…I did tell you that my brains just spits out random shit correct???!)