God I feel like a worthless piece of…I don’t know what. I look at some people and they seem to have everything together and then I look at me*
Someone at work asked me what I do on my spare time. I didn’t know what to say, I thought of making up this big elaborate story, but honestly I couldn’t even come up w/ one.
$%!what has happened to me$%!
There was a time when I had ambition and liked to do things, nowa days all I do is come home from work and sit on the couch and watch fuzzy tv**
*I know that the grass is always greener on the other side but I cant help it. Some people know what they want and they go for it they set their mind at something and they work towards that goal.
**my television gets a limited amount of channels…2,4 (sometimes depending on the time of day), 6,7,25,38,56.
That’s it, nothing else***
***if its any consolation it is a color tv